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Ben Nadel at Scotch On The Rock (SOTR) 2010 (London) with: John Whish and Kev McCabe
Ben Nadel at Scotch On The Rock (SOTR) 2010 (London) with: John Whish Kev McCabe

My Grandmother -grandma- You-re Wet- -final- By... May 2026

“I’m sorry,” she said. Over and over. “I’m sorry, baby. I didn’t mean to.”

“When your mother was seven,” she said, “she fell through the ice on Miller’s Pond. I ran across the field in my housecoat. Didn’t even put on shoes. I pulled her out and she was blue, Eli. Blue as a winter sky. And I laid her on the bank and I breathed into her mouth until she coughed up that black water.” My Grandmother -Grandma- you-re wet- -Final- By...

The nurse checked for a pulse. Checked again. Then pulled the sheet up to Grandma’s chin. “I’m sorry,” she said

“That’s what you need to know,” she said. “Love is not perfect. Love hesitates. Love is the decision you make after the hesitation.” I didn’t mean to

I ran the bath — not too hot, because she had always warned me about burns — and lowered her into the water like a child. She closed her eyes and sighed when the warmth reached her ribs. For a moment, she was just my grandmother again. Not a patient. Not a problem. Just Grandma.

“Eli,” she whispered without turning around. “I made a mistake.”

I believe in love. I believe in compassion. I believe in human rights. I believe that we can afford to give more of these gifts to the world around us because it costs us nothing to be decent and kind and understanding. And, I want you to know that when you land on this site, you are accepted for who you are, no matter how you identify, what truths you live, or whatever kind of goofy shit makes you feel alive! Rock on with your bad self!
Ben Nadel
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